#of internal medicine 1

26 julai - 26 oktober

3 bulan cuti summer tahun ni.
diisi dengan 6 minggu elective posting. di dua department.
O&G (obstetric and gynecology) dan A&E (accident and emergency)
di hosp. raja perempuan zainab II, kota bharu.
harap-harap kerja nanti pun dapat kat sini jugak. amiiinn.

26 oktober balik mesir.
still kepala rasa kosong.
seperti ada sesuatu yang hilang dan tertinggal di malaysia.
*memang pun

untuk tahun 5, kami belajar internal med (IM) dan pediatric.
internal med bahagi 2 - general dan special.
so sekarang ni tengah round IM general.

setiap pagi akan start dengan rotation : ambik case 8-9, sambung lecture 9-11 dan clinical round 11-1.
ambik case pulak dalam bahasa arab. gggahhhhh matilah kali ni.
terkeluar bahasa tamil kang. hakhak

blurrrr.......blur.
tiba-tiba rasa nak tukar kos. erkk
and why did i toook medicine in the first place? whyyyy?? T___T
soalan sama macam ni lah yang selalu merasuk jiwa kalau stresss. haha.

**shuuuhh shuuuh syaiton penghasut sekalian.

best sebenarnya internal med ni.
tak boring pun. integhesting apaaa.
cuma pembelajaran dia berat dan sarat.
lecture campur aduk segala subjek dari tahun 1 sampai 4.
pening pening.

pening sungguh tak tipu.
pening tahap kambing dengan belalang pun boleh tertukar.

life re-sketching.
berusaha nak mem-positifkan ion dalam kepala.
stigma IM tu susah kena buang jauh-jauh.
jauh sampai planet namik.


oh ya.
selamat tahun baru!
it is 1435 hijrah.
ahlan wasahlan. :)

bawak anjing masuk mimpi.

malam semalam mimpi anjing siberian husky.

"siberian husky....siberian husky...."
dia tengah nak lompat keluar tingkap.
4-5 kali duk panggil tapi tak berpaling sampai ke sudah.

huahua. dah la panggil nama genetik terus.

paling kurang letak la nama abu ke, meon ke.

umpamanya, bela kucing.
tapi kucing tu nama kucing. faham tak?
tak faham takpe. malas nk ekseplen. agagagaga

macam dah tak ada makhluk lain atas dunia ni nak bawak masuk mimpi.

pergi mimpi anjingggg buat apaaaa. hahahahahahah

tak rasional. heh

*blog dah kembali jadi tempat aduan haiwan-haiwan. the whole zoo erupt! kahkah

immortal no more.

it was during the last hari raya aidil adha when the flu struck.

"ummi, lets go for a doctor. the flu doesnt seems to regress any better. its forth day already."

"the immunity of yours can fight the flu away. they can easily fends off flu. but with time. so no need doctor." she said.

"like a booster rite. how bout medication? no need?" i asked.
"yes. just drink a lot of water." she added.

i said okay, and alhamdulillah the flu just got away on the next day.
how miraculous is my mother. haha

i rarely longing for medication whenever i got sick. except if its very severe and unbearable.
but now, absence from lectures and clinical round mean demerit,
so yesterday i surrendered toward a week of light head-ache, runny nose and sore throat.
*white flag raised
i went to the pharmacy and took a comtrex and vitacid C forcefully. 

sorry Ummi. my immune system ran an amok. blergghhh!

a bunny a day keeps the doctor away. 

old is 22.

surgical mask abused!
bersama cinta terbang dari USIM ke Tanta Uni. ahak

jenis pegang garpu macam ni pun adaaa.
pang dgn garpu kang. hewhew

jenuh plan baik punya nak sambut hari jadi kat msia, last-last terdampar di mesir juga. cessshh.

kelas start awal punya pasal. so better safe than sorry ye dak.

a mess.

so many words left unsaid.

they're all a jumbled mess in my head.

need to spill them out here a bit.
and to swallow some if fits.

*pantun dua kupang

on your mark, go!
curi nina jadi model jap.
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