pretest.

ya tuhan. banyakkk nya drugs kena hafal.
tak cukup hari tak cukup hari.
kenapa dulu tak mahu hafal awal-awal?

tick-tock tick-tock
*pleasseeeee stop ticking!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
tensi. T_T

bukak al-Quran, baca perlahan.
ya Allah..tenangkanlah hati hamba mu ini.
sobsobsob

tiba2.
nampak kak ina bersiap nak keluar.
"kak ina. tensionnn nya! tolong belikan ais krim boleh? teehehehe."

bunyi pintu rumah ditutup seseorang.
*ais krim?!
berlari ke bilik sebelah sambil mata bersina-sinar macam shin chan tengok perempuan seksi.

"kak ina, nak ais krim?"
"tu dalam plastik hitam. tapi kak ina beli perisa coklat. oke ke?"
"coklat? laagi best! terima kasih kak ina."

saya berlalu dengan ais krim korneto perisa coklat di tangan.
sedapnya Allah sahaja yang maha mengetahui. hahah
tension hilang begitu sahaja.
rugi plak tak kirim dua tadi.

oh baru perasan, ini ais krim kedua selepas hampir 2 bulan saya dilarang makan ais krim oleh doktor.
ini pun masih dalam pantang, tapi ahhh x kira. nak makan jugak!

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rindu la.
:)

hoyeah.

gap sebelum final pharmacology 26.6 ni ada lebih kurang 2 minggu.
doktor bagi gap banyak supaya kami dapat lah nak khatam 2-3 kali 2 bijik buku teks tu.
[konon nya lah]


gap ada lagi 11 hari.
tapi....
buku volume 1  haram tak berganjak muka surat.
dan saya tak rasa bersalah langsung.



aaaaaaaaaaaapaaaa nak jaaaaaadi...........


oh ya.
saya ada buat satu keputusan mendadak onthedot yang saya rasa telah merendahkan ego seseorang.
ego lelaki lah senang cerita.
daripada setinggi everest, ego tu dah jadi melata rata di bumi. seperti dihenyak-henyak dek rhino.
[itu dia hyperbola] :D

redha Allah lebih saya dahului daripada redha manusia.
mudah-mudahan.


#selamat hari jumaat yang indah! :)

to take something, give something.

Some says, dont expect too much when you give too little and dont expect anything if you give nothing. yet, we tend to expect a lot but what do we give.

A simple question which could lead to the realization of our behaviour. That is the thing that I would like to share, "to take something, give something".

This phrase might not be true in all conditions. But it does in most conditions. To take something from a shop, you have to give money. That is the simplest and most practical example. Dont expect others to give their love to you when you never give your love to them.

You study very little and yet you expect to be success with full marks. Does it make sense?

Answer it by yourself.

It's foolish to ask someone to make Du'a for you while you do not do so for your own self.

From my view, we have to ask ourselves about what we have contribute to others rather than counting on what contributions have others gave to us. But when everybody is thinking to contribute something, everyone will have benefits from that. Isnt that sound coooool and awesome ?

Wow! how nice if we could have a contributive community like that.

So, giving something is not losing it, but it rather a way to get something better. If not now, maybe later in hereafter. Allah knows everything. So why worry?

Make sure what you give to others is not harmful or else you will get something more harmful. If you dont believe, try it! Dont blame others.

In Islam, giving something we like most to others is even better. Be sincere and dont always wait for rewards. The rewards from Allah are the best. So why worry?

Let us think positively and act accordingly.

Be happy! Make others happy too.

For those of you who are stressed over exams, just relax!!

You're going to be fine. Do your part and put your trust in Allah. Success comes from  Allah.

#source

sedikit harapan.

dalam kesedihan tak boleh jawab patho,
dalam kesedikit-kegembiraan jawab parasitology,
tiba-tiba....


"asha dah beli tiket? bila? asha ambik la tiket cepat." Umi



umi......
[mata tiba2 masuk habuk]


senyum sampai lenguh pipi dan segala isi hati.
insyaAllah. mudah-mudahan ya umi.

i wanna go home.

 because i miss you. and i want to be there.

ada 2 kertas sahaja lagi.
pharmacology dan microbiology.
insyaAllah.
doakan kami. boleh? terima kasih banyak. (:




#belog ni sekejap public, sekejap private. tadak kheja sungguh.